Gonna post up some pictures soon... hehe last picture I have of me was back in 5th grade lol... and yea its been a while I have so much less friends then in High School, I miss the old days but then its me doing nothing in Life... I've always asked myself why I joined and I dunno why, maybe because I'm crazy, stupid, got hit in the head, or juss wanted to do something else... or maybe its all of the above... hahaha... w/e it is I'm getting more tired everyday, but I'm loving what I am doing... Working with S.O.T.G right now ( Special Operations Training Group) and its fun gonna go do a combat jump agian at 10,000 feet woohoo that was fun... deep sea diving and shooting every weapon on earth that the U.S has in the armory... Running 7 miles every morning at like 4 a.m when the damn sun isn't even up... going to work dead tired by 7:30 lol... seems like I have no life now... hehe... Like I ever did in the first place... lol...

You guys better give me a call If your gonna come down cuz summers almost over and I'm 1 hour 45 minutes from myrtle beach...

Next year I'm getting stationed in Hawaii woot... Beach everyday thats gonna be myafter hours schedule...

Recent news...

4 marines from my command all Force Recon has been confirmed dead bodies were recovered but their gear was taken. These 4 marines I have known since bootcamp and I had to bring the news of their deaths to their families. It was so hard for me to even confront their families about this. Reasons of how they died are unknown, Officers believe that one of them fell asleep on post and got ambushed, but I think all that was "Bullshit" because those 4 marines were one of the few that stood out in Force Recon. These guys were unsung heroes...

{[EDIT]}

Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living.

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~ Anonymous

 

Hehe got lazy adding a new one...

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Well I'm gonna be going back to Camp Lejeune this week on tuesday which is tommorrow... so later everyone wish me luck... hehe and my new cell number for all u who dunno 201-334-6178... I'm gonna miss home. and wow finally meet someone that I'm interested in, after a long time sitting around in military life hahaha... I didn't even get her number wtf is wrong with me ????? god i'm retarded!!!

hehehe only a couple more months when insurance drops i can finally drive my CAR!!!!.